a founder’s manifesto

December 14, 2011

I believe…

I know I am a hypocrite. Every day I fail to live my life according to my beliefs in small and large ways. Sometimes I get angry when people fail, instead of creating a wonderful, supportive environment where failure is a part of the learning process. I often forget that being home for dinner is more important to me than getting one more thing done. Sometimes I watch stupid TV shows on Netflix instead of having a conversation with my husband, or playing a game with my son, or calling my best friend because I’m worn out and frustrated and I forget that sitting in front of a screen for one more hour may feel easier but doesn’t really make me happy.

I also agree with poet Ralph Hodgson who said that “some things have to be believed to be seen.” One of the unique aspects of a founder is the creation of a “reality distortion field” that causes other people to participate in a shared belief thereby causing it to become reality. So, even though I fail every day to turn my beliefs into reality, I nonetheless hold them to be true. And everyday I work to create a wonderful, supportive learning environment where I can use that failure to change the reality of my life to reflect my beliefs along with a small part of the rest of reality through the software created by my team.